Koinu-Ai

Hehe. Right now I’m waiting for you to call me. It’s 12:30am and we’ve been off the phone for about an hour right now. Time is going so slow for me. I just wish you would call already.. I’m having so much fun in this RP so far with you. I just wish I could be doing other things with you instead of being silly over the phone.. -blush- I just want to be held by you and maybe play a video game with you. Or cry in your arms cause we’re watching some scary movie together.

I wonder what you’re doing. Heh, prolly playing with your silly Yu-Gi-Oh cards knowing you. I guess I should call you in a few if you don’t call me by the time I’m done with this entry.

Umm.. Ivan, I love you so much. I just want you to remember that. -smile- I wish things would just go into our favor already. Like us moving in togther.. me getting a job.. of course, I have to get my GED first but yeah. I just.. want it all to start already. I don’t want you to be scared for me or scared of me.. I’m trying to be strong for you, I promise. It’s just so hard for me. With my problem and.. trying to be optimistic with everything. I’m sorry I’m not strong, but I promise you I’m trying with all my heart…

Ok babe well I hope I’m doing this right. lets see if this gets to where I want it to go

Dear Diary,

Hehe! This is my first post in our diary. ^_^ This is kinda exciting. I’m sorry for dragging you into this but.. I think it would be interesting to do together. -smiles- So my day has been pretty bland today.. As always. -sighs- I can’t wait till things get better and I have a job and everything.

I was RPing with Koragg on Crysandria, that’s about it. Talking to him on and off while texting you.

Oh, I was cutting Linda’s nails today. I accidentally hurt her. T_T I cut her nails too close to the quick and I cut it.. She was bleeding and I felt horrible. She’s fine now, I’m not even sure if she felt it. I still feel bad though. My poor baby. D:

Well.. I guess that really sums everything up. I love you and I miss you. I can’t wait till I can see you again. ^_^

Love always and forever,
Nikki